family don't end with blood, boy

i want to start running, mostly because i miss it so much, but gyms make me nervous

running outside would be worse and we can’t afford to buy a treadmill at the moment and urewhaiufljk it’s so frustrating because i just want to run but there are so many obstacles 

the only thing i can think of is going for a run at 3 in the morning to avoid being seen

but honestly

i’m not ready to make that kind of commitment 

March 1st, 2012 2 notes #anxiety #personal 2